Went for dinner with Regina at Astons and then Salted Caramel:)
Ate grilled salmon while she eats chicken and sausage,
Then Salted Caramel for waffles and icecream~
SO FULL,

Thanks for being there whenever i need you,:)



Went to cityplaza then to bugis then to orchard yesterday with hueimin.
Shopping spree!!!!:)
Bought 4pieces of clothes and and i bought a knitted top at H&M for $12.50!! So did hueimin:) cause buy one get one free.
We are the budget barbie yo!
Had fun yesterday, we are suppose to meet at 3.15 in the end im like one hour late cause i got to redo my ATM card, SORRY TJAPOKPOK
Homed around 11 and we both are K.O.

Woke up at 7.20 today when im supposed to wake up at 7,
Which means im late again!!
Went to support the mayflower girls soccer team,
They didnt win but its really hmmm how say, aiya just very thrilling and you can really see the effort they put in.
*thumbs up*
Mr Gad is damn hilarious, he kept commenting all those "no link" things together like what the referee and the team same colour clothes so is bias all those things, he damn cute lah! KT and i cant stop laughing.
Then free bus to J8 where they went to have their buffet while i went home.

Walked home today cause wasnt really in a good mood cause of some family issues,
Walking home is a 疗程 for me to e okay, can think of things during the process.
Sweat alot but felt accomplished for walking such a long distance, might be nothing to you but is a BIG thing to a person who is even lazy to go and buy food for herself.

Like now im being lazy to go and buy dinner for myself even though im starving like hell,
Lying at bed now, didnt eat anything since morning when the organizer there gave us some snacks,
SOMEONE CAN DO A GOOD DEED AND BE MY DELIVERYMEN?
Life is sucker when mum is not around.

( yixuan and mine de hezhao damn cute:) )


Screwed today's papers, addmaths and chem, but expected though, especially addmaths, dont know a shit about it,
But was really shocked when Wayne told me that he maybe can get full marks cause its very easy, i was like #areyoukiddingme?! Thats the difference between a smart one and a dumb one.
Last paper this friday: physics, lets hope i wont screw up like today's

Looking past photos at facebook, all those memories.. Really miss those times.
Those not so much worries and troubles times..
Saw the changes of my friends, time flies really,
Blink blink eye have been in mfss for the forth year already and gonna to graduate this year soon,
Bushede,

But anyway theres really lots of changes of my friends appearance, of course all become pretty and handsome le luhh, ( no paimapi kay )
No wonder they say 女大十八变，
but i like no 变 till?! Still look the same-.-
Just that my hair changes from long to short,
Gonna to leave my hair long after O's maybe, have been saying that since last year? Or last last year? Heh dontknow,

#random i want to go for a shopping spree this week!!!
Its been months since i last went for shopping, need to exercise my legs and eyesight liao:)
And dad just told me that he's gonna to pay my phone bill from now onwards which means i got extra money! SHOPPING!!!!!! Gonna headlit this weekend, MUST!

Look at those pictures, really from 小女孩to小女人 le, ofcourse my sayhao from 男孩to少年le, time really flies..
(picture are not in sequence cause lf this app, figure out yourself, heh)



"对不起，我害怕，我很迷惑，我什么都害怕, 但是现在我知道了，如果我还在害怕，我就会失去你，我不想失去你"




蕭亞軒 - 回不去了嗎 CD Version ~~~~

作詞：姚謙
作曲：林俊傑

後來才發現
所有的記念
都是自己給自己空間
手機裡表情
私信裡留言
那麼熟悉卻又好遙遠

我們都以為
從此每一天
各有各不同星空的夜
沈默的想念
填滿了轉身的背
走越遠跟得越迫切

都過去了嗎
又問了自己一遍
閉上了眼睛
理還亂想念的曖昧
好幾次想整理 你留在我記憶裡畫面
卻找不到delet的按鍵
回不去了嗎
每次抬頭看夜空
終於發現
最美總是從前
就像此後你和我看到的星光
所有的感動都經過 好幾個光年

失去才發現 所有的懷念 都是寂寞填補的餘味
你說話的嘴 安靜時的眼 逃離之後卻開始想念

仰頭的瞬間 想起你的臉 曾幾何時愛已經離自己那麼遠
我們的從前 一個人如何跨越 惹來那麼多夜眼淚

This song best describe me





Celebrated kaili's birthday at a restaurant at dempsey hill.
Wasnt a grand celebration but i think kaili still enjoy it though,
I love the part when i hugged her, its damn crazy, and the person i love to hug the most is her among my friend, cause her waist very skinny then nice to hug, :)
But im not a lesbian kay im straight.
After the celebration went to Regina house to study and stayover.
Fat die both of us, we finish 2packets of instant noodles, one tub of icecream and 3 packets of chips. Omg.
Went to sleep at 6 and woke up at 10, set many alarms but still fail to wake up, luckily my phone rang.
Studied 3 points only:( bad memory i have,
Didnt take till with her cause she doesnt want to, her house is nice though:)
Shall study at 6! GO!

Photos are mixed up, bad blogger app.


Happy 16th birthday my girl!
Hmmm, 该说些什么呢？
Most of the things are written in the card already,
Anyway you enjoy your day today kay!
我祝你：学业进步，青春美丽，龙马精神，财源广进，恭喜发财！
haha no luhh kidding, just happy birthday! I love you!
Kaili is the best!:)
Smile always,








Treating my blog like a twitter now,
Heh,
This post is gonna to be about me, myself and i, will be a wordy one.

Im a double sided bitch and most of the people knows that. And i do get close to people easily after like a 5 minutes talk between each other?
But i also can like drift quickly with the person that i talk to a very long period of time, im weird.
I do have close friends that people will think that "huh? So weird that you are with her? You and her close meh?" something like that,
I can also tell alot of things to a person that im not really close to and then suddenly like doing chemisty experiment like that "piang" can get really close, maybe thats me?
But i also can like change my face within seconds and hate that person alot alot, maybe not to the extend of hate but dislike. Weird me again.
I suck at handling friendship problems too, i tend to get like, just very 在意 alot to a friend and will get very petty to that friend, throwing temper at he, being unreasonable etc, but its because i care, maybe my way of caring is negative, tried changing but #fail. Thats why not alot people can tahan me.
I have lots of goodfriends but not close and true friends, dontknow how cherish the things i had is also me too.
Im that kind of person that is need to lost or almost lost something then will begin to cherish things. Bad personality but just cant change,

I wont show the real me, thats why im always fake, maybe sometimes i show but only to those close ones.
Sec4 had been a stressful and emotion till now? First time breaking down at school that day and it was horrible, i know i cry before at school quite a number of times before but emotion breakdown at school was the first time, it sucks though, just have the urge to cry.

Being a failure in everything, family friends and especially studies, sucks ttm, really worried for my O's, i need to get 12points to get into the course i want in poly and last year my L1R4 is like 25? I dont want to end up in a ITE,
Tried to focus but its always 三分钟热度, someone slap me hard please.

People judge me and i do care, but not too much i guess? Except for those who i care, contradicting i know. And this blog post is not for AA-ing but just some random feel come then write liao loh, but if you think it is, so be it~


But anyway gonna to stay over at Regina's house tomorrow, she's also one of the "weird close friend" i had, :)

Off for lunch, NASILEMAK:)

#random



Chinese lesson was fun today!
Thanks to Mr ChawYeongSoon,
Being our relief teacher,
Fire drill today also, think if really got fire most of us kanna burnt already cause we are moving like a tortoise~
Take a photo of stitch from Gladys, #random
And jiayan is trying to make double eyelid, big difference!



没有结局的感情，总要结束；不能拥有的人，总会忘记。人生没有永远的伤痛，再深的痛，伤口总会痊愈。人生没有彩排，好好珍惜现在，把握生命中的一分一秒。人生没有如果，只有后果和结果，过去的不再回来，回来的不再完美。没有过不去的坎，只有过不去的人。慢慢地，不再流泪；慢慢地，一切都会过去。
-weibo

Trying to convince myself with this


Walking home now and its 7:14pm,
Was having an inspirational and fun and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ talk with Kaili and Yixuan just now,
Start talking from 3plus like that till 7!
Was supposed to be studying for geog test but spend the time talking though!
Yixuan's was quite productive cause she manage to finish SS,
Kaili and i, forget it, ><
Get to know more of each other things and their jaws almost dropped when they heard something about mine.
Really had fun and didnt regret spending the 3hours plus for talking instead of studying.
#bluetackisuseful


Also told them that im a double sided bitch, i really am.
Reasons: Unknown
But really got to admit im a double sided bitch, everyone says that i think that way too,
Well who isnt? Maybe a portion arent but i bet you sure do gossip behind peoples back and try to act friends when you are with them,
Well thats my point of view, not shooting anyone but myself only.
Cause i know a person that is part of that portion who arent double sided.


有一个姑娘，他爸他妈养了她二十多年，她没吃你家一口饭，没喝你家一口水，就因为她爱你，就得离开父母，把你爸妈当亲爸亲妈，把你兄弟姐妹当亲兄弟姐妹，照顾你大半辈子，从一个如花似玉的姑娘变成一个只知油盐酱醋的妇人，十月怀胎生下的孩子还得跟你姓，如果你还负她，你TMD就该下地狱！
-weibo


有时候，我不是不理你，只是在等你先开口。 有时候，真的好想跟你讲话，但又很怕你嫌我烦。有时候，我只是需要一个可以说话的人。有时候，我真想你能懂我，即使我什么都不说。有时候，总有种想哭的冲动，却不知道为什么。有时候，我在乎的不是你所说的，而是那些你没有说的


Happy belated valentines:)
Not in the mood to post yesterday.

Delivered all my 20cards though, wanna to do more but i got heart no energy to do though. Sorry.
Received a few gifts from a few people though,
A card and muffin from kaiwen,
A card and macaroon ( dont know how spell ) from hweeting,
A card and packet of sweet from zhekai,
A lollipop from jason,
A chocolate from bryan soon,
A card and sweet from joey,
And a chocolate from our level master,
So sweet of them:)
Oh yah, and from huiyi chocolate too, thanks everyone:)

Went for dinner with Regina at Astons and then Salted Caramel:)
Ate grilled salmon while she eats chicken and sausage,
Then Salted Caramel for waffles and icecream~
SO FULL,

Thanks for being there whenever i need you,:)



Went to cityplaza then to bugis then to orchard yesterday with hueimin.
Shopping spree!!!!:)
Bought 4pieces of clothes and and i bought a knitted top at H&M for $12.50!! So did hueimin:) cause buy one get one free.
We are the budget barbie yo!
Had fun yesterday, we are suppose to meet at 3.15 in the end im like one hour late cause i got to redo my ATM card, SORRY TJAPOKPOK
Homed around 11 and we both are K.O.

Woke up at 7.20 today when im supposed to wake up at 7,
Which means im late again!!
Went to support the mayflower girls soccer team,
They didnt win but its really hmmm how say, aiya just very thrilling and you can really see the effort they put in.
*thumbs up*
Mr Gad is damn hilarious, he kept commenting all those "no link" things together like what the referee and the team same colour clothes so is bias all those things, he damn cute lah! KT and i cant stop laughing.
Then free bus to J8 where they went to have their buffet while i went home.

Walked home today cause wasnt really in a good mood cause of some family issues,
Walking home is a 疗程 for me to e okay, can think of things during the process.
Sweat alot but felt accomplished for walking such a long distance, might be nothing to you but is a BIG thing to a person who is even lazy to go and buy food for herself.

Like now im being lazy to go and buy dinner for myself even though im starving like hell,
Lying at bed now, didnt eat anything since morning when the organizer there gave us some snacks,
SOMEONE CAN DO A GOOD DEED AND BE MY DELIVERYMEN?
Life is sucker when mum is not around.

( yixuan and mine de hezhao damn cute:) )


Screwed today's papers, addmaths and chem, but expected though, especially addmaths, dont know a shit about it,
But was really shocked when Wayne told me that he maybe can get full marks cause its very easy, i was like #areyoukiddingme?! Thats the difference between a smart one and a dumb one.
Last paper this friday: physics, lets hope i wont screw up like today's

Looking past photos at facebook, all those memories.. Really miss those times.
Those not so much worries and troubles times..
Saw the changes of my friends, time flies really,
Blink blink eye have been in mfss for the forth year already and gonna to graduate this year soon,
Bushede,

But anyway theres really lots of changes of my friends appearance, of course all become pretty and handsome le luhh, ( no paimapi kay )
No wonder they say 女大十八变，
but i like no 变 till?! Still look the same-.-
Just that my hair changes from long to short,
Gonna to leave my hair long after O's maybe, have been saying that since last year? Or last last year? Heh dontknow,

#random i want to go for a shopping spree this week!!!
Its been months since i last went for shopping, need to exercise my legs and eyesight liao:)
And dad just told me that he's gonna to pay my phone bill from now onwards which means i got extra money! SHOPPING!!!!!! Gonna headlit this weekend, MUST!

Look at those pictures, really from 小女孩to小女人 le, ofcourse my sayhao from 男孩to少年le, time really flies..
(picture are not in sequence cause lf this app, figure out yourself, heh)



"对不起，我害怕，我很迷惑，我什么都害怕, 但是现在我知道了，如果我还在害怕，我就会失去你，我不想失去你"




蕭亞軒 - 回不去了嗎 CD Version ~~~~

作詞：姚謙
作曲：林俊傑

後來才發現
所有的記念
都是自己給自己空間
手機裡表情
私信裡留言
那麼熟悉卻又好遙遠

我們都以為
從此每一天
各有各不同星空的夜
沈默的想念
填滿了轉身的背
走越遠跟得越迫切

都過去了嗎
又問了自己一遍
閉上了眼睛
理還亂想念的曖昧
好幾次想整理 你留在我記憶裡畫面
卻找不到delet的按鍵
回不去了嗎
每次抬頭看夜空
終於發現
最美總是從前
就像此後你和我看到的星光
所有的感動都經過 好幾個光年

失去才發現 所有的懷念 都是寂寞填補的餘味
你說話的嘴 安靜時的眼 逃離之後卻開始想念

仰頭的瞬間 想起你的臉 曾幾何時愛已經離自己那麼遠
我們的從前 一個人如何跨越 惹來那麼多夜眼淚

This song best describe me





Celebrated kaili's birthday at a restaurant at dempsey hill.
Wasnt a grand celebration but i think kaili still enjoy it though,
I love the part when i hugged her, its damn crazy, and the person i love to hug the most is her among my friend, cause her waist very skinny then nice to hug, :)
But im not a lesbian kay im straight.
After the celebration went to Regina house to study and stayover.
Fat die both of us, we finish 2packets of instant noodles, one tub of icecream and 3 packets of chips. Omg.
Went to sleep at 6 and woke up at 10, set many alarms but still fail to wake up, luckily my phone rang.
Studied 3 points only:( bad memory i have,
Didnt take till with her cause she doesnt want to, her house is nice though:)
Shall study at 6! GO!

Photos are mixed up, bad blogger app.


Happy 16th birthday my girl!
Hmmm, 该说些什么呢？
Most of the things are written in the card already,
Anyway you enjoy your day today kay!
我祝你：学业进步，青春美丽，龙马精神，财源广进，恭喜发财！
haha no luhh kidding, just happy birthday! I love you!
Kaili is the best!:)
Smile always,








Treating my blog like a twitter now,
Heh,
This post is gonna to be about me, myself and i, will be a wordy one.

Im a double sided bitch and most of the people knows that. And i do get close to people easily after like a 5 minutes talk between each other?
But i also can like drift quickly with the person that i talk to a very long period of time, im weird.
I do have close friends that people will think that "huh? So weird that you are with her? You and her close meh?" something like that,
I can also tell alot of things to a person that im not really close to and then suddenly like doing chemisty experiment like that "piang" can get really close, maybe thats me?
But i also can like change my face within seconds and hate that person alot alot, maybe not to the extend of hate but dislike. Weird me again.
I suck at handling friendship problems too, i tend to get like, just very 在意 alot to a friend and will get very petty to that friend, throwing temper at he, being unreasonable etc, but its because i care, maybe my way of caring is negative, tried changing but #fail. Thats why not alot people can tahan me.
I have lots of goodfriends but not close and true friends, dontknow how cherish the things i had is also me too.
Im that kind of person that is need to lost or almost lost something then will begin to cherish things. Bad personality but just cant change,

I wont show the real me, thats why im always fake, maybe sometimes i show but only to those close ones.
Sec4 had been a stressful and emotion till now? First time breaking down at school that day and it was horrible, i know i cry before at school quite a number of times before but emotion breakdown at school was the first time, it sucks though, just have the urge to cry.

Being a failure in everything, family friends and especially studies, sucks ttm, really worried for my O's, i need to get 12points to get into the course i want in poly and last year my L1R4 is like 25? I dont want to end up in a ITE,
Tried to focus but its always 三分钟热度, someone slap me hard please.

People judge me and i do care, but not too much i guess? Except for those who i care, contradicting i know. And this blog post is not for AA-ing but just some random feel come then write liao loh, but if you think it is, so be it~


But anyway gonna to stay over at Regina's house tomorrow, she's also one of the "weird close friend" i had, :)

Off for lunch, NASILEMAK:)

#random



Chinese lesson was fun today!
Thanks to Mr ChawYeongSoon,
Being our relief teacher,
Fire drill today also, think if really got fire most of us kanna burnt already cause we are moving like a tortoise~
Take a photo of stitch from Gladys, #random
And jiayan is trying to make double eyelid, big difference!



没有结局的感情，总要结束；不能拥有的人，总会忘记。人生没有永远的伤痛，再深的痛，伤口总会痊愈。人生没有彩排，好好珍惜现在，把握生命中的一分一秒。人生没有如果，只有后果和结果，过去的不再回来，回来的不再完美。没有过不去的坎，只有过不去的人。慢慢地，不再流泪；慢慢地，一切都会过去。
-weibo

Trying to convince myself with this


Walking home now and its 7:14pm,
Was having an inspirational and fun and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ talk with Kaili and Yixuan just now,
Start talking from 3plus like that till 7!
Was supposed to be studying for geog test but spend the time talking though!
Yixuan's was quite productive cause she manage to finish SS,
Kaili and i, forget it, ><
Get to know more of each other things and their jaws almost dropped when they heard something about mine.
Really had fun and didnt regret spending the 3hours plus for talking instead of studying.
#bluetackisuseful


Also told them that im a double sided bitch, i really am.
Reasons: Unknown
But really got to admit im a double sided bitch, everyone says that i think that way too,
Well who isnt? Maybe a portion arent but i bet you sure do gossip behind peoples back and try to act friends when you are with them,
Well thats my point of view, not shooting anyone but myself only.
Cause i know a person that is part of that portion who arent double sided.


有一个姑娘，他爸他妈养了她二十多年，她没吃你家一口饭，没喝你家一口水，就因为她爱你，就得离开父母，把你爸妈当亲爸亲妈，把你兄弟姐妹当亲兄弟姐妹，照顾你大半辈子，从一个如花似玉的姑娘变成一个只知油盐酱醋的妇人，十月怀胎生下的孩子还得跟你姓，如果你还负她，你TMD就该下地狱！
-weibo


有时候，我不是不理你，只是在等你先开口。 有时候，真的好想跟你讲话，但又很怕你嫌我烦。有时候，我只是需要一个可以说话的人。有时候，我真想你能懂我，即使我什么都不说。有时候，总有种想哭的冲动，却不知道为什么。有时候，我在乎的不是你所说的，而是那些你没有说的


Happy belated valentines:)
Not in the mood to post yesterday.

Delivered all my 20cards though, wanna to do more but i got heart no energy to do though. Sorry.
Received a few gifts from a few people though,
A card and muffin from kaiwen,
A card and macaroon ( dont know how spell ) from hweeting,
A card and packet of sweet from zhekai,
A lollipop from jason,
A chocolate from bryan soon,
A card and sweet from joey,
And a chocolate from our level master,
So sweet of them:)
Oh yah, and from huiyi chocolate too, thanks everyone:)

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